Only Time Can Tell

Hope is not gone, its just beginning to rise

Wipe the memories from the window but not from my mind

With each new day my heart grows stronger

Never knowing what you have til its gone

All around me my eyes see things of the past

Writing on the window to objects in my room

Picking up the pieces of all we've gone through

I think, I pray, I hope, I know

You'll see what we had and know there's something

The pain of hearing you never felt the spark

With your last you did, that really broke my heart

Did everything I could for fear of losing you

But I'm no Ben Franklin, got no lightning with that key

On the day that you realize that we had something

I promise, I am still going to be here

Not keeping hold of my breath

But knowing that your heart can see

Much more than you realize I would always be there

Want to hold you when you need

To laugh when we're happy

Was never one for giving up, I'm not about to start

I will be here in the end, when you truly look into your heart

A Spark

If there, could ignite

Tried my hardest, put up a fight

You were everything

My heart, and soul

At the drop of a hat would have fought for you

But I couldn't give you the spark you needed

If one wish could be granted

It would be this

That you could have felt the spark

Instead of the end that is.

Love is a strong feeling, but if it is unrequited then where does it lead?

Guarding Love

Let my arms do their best

To guard you

hold you close

Sat what words cannot

Let you know I'd never harm you

That I would put it all on the line

I would gaze into your eyes

And would have to say no words

You would know I really care

That I would never do no wrong

I may make mistakes

Don't claim to be perfect

But hurting you ain't my style

I could be a lover, not a fighter

Your knight in shining armor

I'd be first to throw that punch

If someone tries to mess with you

This is corny as hell

But its the best I got

Questionable Feeling

You make me feel insignificant compared to those around us

My words mean more than you'll ever know

My words mean nothing compared to those around us

I feel as if my place is undefined

Did I make the right choice?

Would you ever actually choose me?

Could I prove you wrong and make you fall in love?

I fear that which is unknown to me

Do my thoughts overpower the truth?

Could there ever be more than what is?

You gave me hope and then let me fall alone.

Heart Like a Switch

Flipped like a switch

From released to stressed

Feel the beats in my heart compressed

I lose my nerve

Can't follow the curve

To keep the path

I feel the internal wrath

From my brain

the Pain

The thump things, coming from the dazed

I just feel so crazed

I can't sleep

Like a cut soo deep

Feel the stings

Left from the torture it brings

How one moment find serenity

And the next cry insanity

The thoughts are gone

Where did I go wrong

Today the joy I feel is love

Coming from my darling dove

Can't explain all this pent up rage

Like a wile animal stuck in a cage

And with a simple pen

Could the switch be flipped in reverse

Feel like a curse

This anger won't let go

It just keeps a constant flow

Has a grasp on me

Will I ever be free

From the chains

Let loose from the pains

Able only for a short escape

Its a complete rape

Of all control I've lost it all

Nowhere left to fall

But in the end she keeps me sane

The one thing I have to gain

Calms me down

Never lets me wear a frown

With just one look

Can read me like an open book

The Heart Does Not Reason

My heart's a mess

Full of distress

The feeling, unlike before

I thought you were my biggest score

Made me complete

To no avail

Because you didn't feel the same

You gave me strength

I overcame my flaws

All for you

The love I had was true

Played the game and lost

But I will always be there

Will never go away

You mean more to me than you know

Never wanted to let you go

But its over

You ended it

Still want you to be happy

But you couldn't feel the spark

When you see the mistake you made

Here I will be

Not waiting but hoping that you will see

That the two of us were meant to be