Feeling something inside me what should I do
This feeling I know is something new
Im feeling excited
And sort of delighted
Doing things out of the ordinary
And it makes me feel extraordinary
Can’t break this smile off my face
I see her face everyplace
With the wind comes her voice
With the sun comes her smile
You know not of what I saw
But you know I see
You know not of what I heard
But you know I hear
You know not of what I said
But you know I speak
You did not see what I saw
For you did not watch
You did not hear what I heard
For you did not listen
You did not hear what I said
For you spoke as I was speaking
You turned away as I watched
Shut your ears as I listened
And spoke as I was speaking
The reason that
You did not see what I saw
Hear what I heard
or hear what I said
Is because you weren't paying attention
Separated by the end of time
Body and soul disperse
Soul goes to either Heaven or to Hell
While your body remains on Earth
With death comes new life
A new soul joining a new body
Not yet prepared for the world of strife
Wind blowing through blades of grass on a cool Autumn day
Rain watering the many flowers in a meadow
Snow bringing joy to children on a nice day off from school
Sun beating down on you face on a hot summer day
Nature
In all her glory
Nourishing us to help us to survive
The sun starts to fade
Slowly we drift away
No one knows what’s on the other side
Only that things can’t get any worse
Look beyond the horizon for that is where your future lies
Live life to the fullest
Live each day as if its your last
The future is where your life begins
No use looking to the past
They say winter is all around us
But with the melt snow I see no proof
The time before Christmas is all exciting and anticipation
But then the day after *poof* its gone
Two months of build up to one day of celebration
Then its gone for another year
Then its New Years Eve
5,4,3,2,1 well, there goes another year
Its all just a mindset
Think one thought at a time trying to get into the spirit
But what if u just cant
Finding it hard to want to feel the cheer
All these shows and movies telling u to feel this, and feel that
But who are they to say what the season is about
About the Lord, our savior, the birth of the Christ child
Then we have TV saying “go out and buy this for someone”
Everything in your head just tossing ‘n turning
Wondering what the season is really about
Everyone has their own thoughts and feelings
But everything always fades away
But life goes on
The new year comes and u try to turn things around
It’s a whole new time
A clean slate to change ur life and make better decisions
The winter crispness is still in the air
But the snow is fading fast
You wish that time could flip into reverse
But Life doesn’t have four-wheel drive
Yet u still wish to go back and attempt to be filled with the holiday spirit
But that’s it, its over, no looking back, life moves on
You may not be ready but this isn’t a race no one calling “ready set go”
All u have is the go and that’s all u can do
Gotta keep moving and keep out the cold from freezing ur toes
The winter is like a knife, it can be used to save you or kill you
Life just moves on
Anger and hate joined by the power of angst.
Not being able to show pure rage.
Wanting to scream until your voice wears out.
The rage ticks and tick until its about to explode.
It gets to the point of no control.
You write and write until you can write no more.
Its there, you feel it, building in your core.
You want more than anything to let it all out.
It makes you sick not being able to do anything
The cries in your head plea for the greatest yell of our life.
Hearts beat together, passionately our lips touch
I can feel the beating of your heart on mine,
We are one
I gaze into your eyes and get lost in the depths of myself
Because when I am with you I feel whole
I am one with myself and with you
Time seems as though it could be stopped
Trying to think is the hardest thing ever when I’m with you
I feel you pressed against me
Trying to get even closer then we were
But how can you get closer when you’re already pressed body to body?
You try, and how hard you try
You pull me closer, both hands behind my head
You passionately kiss my lips, you are amazing
Wishing to get close, our hearts combined
