My Verbal Contract

When I see you

Your eyes

They compromise

The Way I see the world

Its alive

Never knowing where I was going

never knowing what i was doing

But when I hold you

Time stops moving

I feel your trance

Heart beats faster

Gotta catch my breath

Need to take a rest

Cause my minds long gone

Feel it with my soul

Ya know I feel it with my soul

Its like a static shock

A spark ignites

Lights up the night

One touch of your lips

Knew things could be right

Said I was the one that saved you

As true as it may be

Baby, you the one that saved me

You saved me

Cause me as I was falling

Down to the depths

Brought me back to life

I'm the one that owes you

Stopping the stress

The mess that I was about to become

Close to giving up

Gave me a second chance

Don't know about a romance

Too soon to tell

But I breath easily

Knowing you can see me

For what I really am

Not just how i appear

Or the rumors that you hear

What was, is, will be

The future I can't see

The present looks soo clear

Taking away my fears

Calm my nerved

Wish I could repay

But I'm the one's gonna be payin

For the moments that you gave me

Whether we let them linger

Or me start a fresh

Second guess

Up to you

You know that I'll follow through

With any plans we make

I'll never break

My word, my verbal contract

Signing on the dotted line

Ain't no loophole I can find

Cause I couldn't tell a lie

I'm no private eye

Just a policy of mine

This probably won't make sense

And thats cause I'm no Eminem

No Slim Shady

Ain't got no flow

Just a white kid tryna rap, yo

Foolish Am I

Feeling like I'm jumping through hoops

Never knowing where I stand with you

Putting myself into these pains

Trying to figure out what is going on

Confused of why I do this to myself

You make me feel things I've never felt before

I know what I said could never be taken back

That my feelings may not be returned

We don't have a relationship

That you are happy just where we are

No idea where we are going

Trying to get a moment

Even a second is like trying to invade Fort Knox

It just isn't in the cards

Its paining me when you just almost look right through me

Friends first and yet you barely let me be that

Just because I have feelings for you

Now I am just a face, a fly on the wall

Going nowhere and getting there fast

My stomach is turning trying to make sense

Losing my mind because regardless of how foolish I feel

The moments we do spend together make me feel amazing

To me a second of talking, one smile, one glance brightens my day

In a moment it feels like you'd give me away

Sometimes it feels like I'm digging a grave

Nonetheless you amazing me

The way I can be soo open

You never make me shy to talk

I can tell you everything

And maybe that was my downfall

I would take back what i said

You wanted open and I opened myself

I wont hide what I feel

Because at the end of the day

I'm still thinking about you

How your touch and embrace makes things better

The way you entrance me with a single stare

But in those moments when I have doubt

I feel like a train just ran me over

You make me wonder if there is anything more than the eye detects

And time and again you remind me where we are

I don't want to lose what we have

But when it seems like you'd drop me quick

It seems like I could leave a room unnoticed

Though when you're gone I wish you weren't

I never thought myself to be one to land a girl like you

And still inside I know I didn't actually land you

Its a temporary moment that seems to linger

Time stands still but will go on

And then where will we be?