Never knowing where I stand with you
Putting myself into these pains
Trying to figure out what is going on
Confused of why I do this to myself
You make me feel things I've never felt before
I know what I said could never be taken back
That my feelings may not be returned
We don't have a relationship
That you are happy just where we are
No idea where we are going
Trying to get a moment
Even a second is like trying to invade Fort Knox
It just isn't in the cards
Its paining me when you just almost look right through me
Friends first and yet you barely let me be that
Just because I have feelings for you
Now I am just a face, a fly on the wall
Going nowhere and getting there fast
My stomach is turning trying to make sense
Losing my mind because regardless of how foolish I feel
The moments we do spend together make me feel amazing
To me a second of talking, one smile, one glance brightens my day
In a moment it feels like you'd give me away
Sometimes it feels like I'm digging a grave
Nonetheless you amazing me
The way I can be soo open
You never make me shy to talk
I can tell you everything
And maybe that was my downfall
I would take back what i said
You wanted open and I opened myself
I wont hide what I feel
Because at the end of the day
I'm still thinking about you
How your touch and embrace makes things better
The way you entrance me with a single stare
But in those moments when I have doubt
I feel like a train just ran me over
You make me wonder if there is anything more than the eye detects
And time and again you remind me where we are
I don't want to lose what we have
But when it seems like you'd drop me quick
It seems like I could leave a room unnoticed
Though when you're gone I wish you weren't
I never thought myself to be one to land a girl like you
And still inside I know I didn't actually land you
Its a temporary moment that seems to linger
Time stands still but will go on
And then where will we be?
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